was so excited the other night there.

by **elaine** Tue Jun 16, 2009 8:17 am

kevs bro and gf have a shi tzu which they had let one of their friends look after for them through the winter as it was too small to sleep oytside with the akitas and thats where they had her so i had said "aww id love oneof them for taylor"
YOU CAN HAVE KIA says his gf so i was all excited...but didnt post about it because somethign told me it wouldnt happen...
so waited in all the day after ...gutted the place and sorted a wee room in the drying room for her to sleep without setting the alarm off ...even browsed on the net for pink accessories (vain i know but hey) lol the best part of it was kev had saud yes too...after all that time moaning for a pet for taylor and he said yes...
they eventually came up WITHOUT THE DOG...their friends little girl was crying that she wanted the dog so they have just given them it...

indian givers or what...i sat thinking to myself...why moan over somethign i never had? but i was raging! more for the fact i had sorted the place out and was planning on what we would be doing and how my week would have to be arranged round the fucking dog ARGH see im getting upset again now PMSL.....silly really but took me back to my childhood when my dad would promise us things and we never got them...just the same situation...im just glad i didnt say to taylor and get her all upset cos there wasnt one in the end...
daft i know but ive said to kevin i was planning on getting her one for her xmas/birthday which i may just save up and do so now ...that way i wont have anyone to thank and it wont have been passed about liek a bag of crisps.
just upset me that they said you can have her and then changed their minds when their frineds were only looking after it...and glad i didnt go out and get her food etc like i was gonna ...
just dont get my hopes up for anything anymore